You've read here several times "we should hear soon!" about this new possible job for hubby...and maybe I haven't said it, but this week I've gotten impatient. We were to hear for sure 2 weeks ago, and yet we still don't know. There were some unforseen delays that have held up the decision to hire hubby, and the hiring company has been very positive about it still, saying basically that it's just a matter of time. But my heart has not been so patient this week. All I see is our checking account dwindling and the big holes in it where paying for diapers and formula seems impossible. All I see is that my steady part-time job has been anything BUT steady, and they've had almost no work for me. I've used vacation time just to get any income at all! All I see is the extra medical bills (the ones we thought were covered by insurance) piling up w/ no idea how these additional things will get paid. All I see are the circumstances.
What I don't see is how my Heavenly Father is working. I can't see how's He is moving and acting on our behalf, and sometimes when you can't see physically, you lose your spiritual sight. I know He has our best in mind, and that He would never withhold blessings from those who trust in Him. I know that He has something wonderful in store, and that He desperately wants us to just trust Him. Lord, forgive me for my disbelief. Forgive my impatient spirit. Forgive me for looking at my circumstances. I know you are greater than anything I can see. I know that this whole situation is about you and what you are doing, not about us. Give me patience!
Here are some "reminders" I'm reading this morning that I thought I would share...
Jeremiah 29:11
'For I know the plans that I have for you,' declares the LORD, 'plans for welfare and not for calamity, to give you a future and a hope."
Isaiah 55:8-9
"For My thoughts are not your thoughts, nor are your ways My ways," declares the LORD. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways and My thoughts than your thoughts."
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